False genuine eyes behind the connection you voiced—
When I remember to retract words you regarded me writing
I wish I felt more triumphant in reclaiming my voice
For shared delightful hindsight to vacate my sights
leaving such a secret void in your safest sighs of starlight
could only mean I’ve always been dreaming self-confined…
Extended time has cherry-picked her desired effects
I’m still steeling myself against unprecedented shipwrecks
False compromise carried out long enough
elusive bonds left bittersweet anchors caught in my heart…
Carrie Gilbert 2024