What’s the matter with my mattering mind?
she only flees from rain
where the downpour turns fine
These questions I would rather
not hold for query
still the clouds, carrying my grey yesterdays
hold off warmth, closely holding to worry
What’s the matter with my mattering mind?
All these words hold such power—
they eat her alive
fight harder each day, confounding memory with time
What’s the matter with my mattering mind?
She never remembers these colours of white
unconcerned with shades of love
she never believes may be hers to find
What’s the matter with my mattering mind?
for hope’s her most cherished being
to slowly shatter through keeping silent…
Why doesn’t my heart know yet
the matter of where my mattering mind went?
Carrie Gilbert 2017
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