I Don’t Know

I don’t know how to describe why I am feeling the way I am feeling today. I am nervous. I am uncertain. There is so much there beneath the surface, and I’m trying to push it down and replace it with lighter things, those that calm my mind and keep my heart in a peaceful state. I am not myself today—I am she who dwells in yesterday, all the doubts and worries flooding this weary mind. Procrastination seems to overrule all else. Creativity is at a standstill and I am cross with it for leaving me here without the directions I need to find my way back. Until tomorrow, then…

 

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